听的时候呢有一种很幸福的感觉~什么悲伤都会散去~
前几天~他[A]找我~说要做回朋友...我拒绝了...他就一直信息我...还把我们的信息内容写在fb...不过算了...我也没写什么...只是很绝的拒绝他...就这样我变成坏人了...后来他又找我了...bla bla bla后就这样..我们做回朋友...可是...我真的不懂要用什么心态来面对他...所以勒...对他都是很冷淡滴...一半也是我懒惰玩信息...十封也才回他两三封...
他之前在他的fb写...加上今年已经5年了他还是忘不了...我没有想过...会有人可以爱我爱得那么久...但是...我们绝对没有可能了...都过去了...
我有想要好好做朋友的...可是那时他叫我不要烦他...因为他一直忘不了我...好...我把他从我生活中delete~现在又这样...我真的不懂要怎样面对他...
我绝...只是想他能放下重新来过好好生活...
坏人很好当吗...我没事做要那样给人骂?>.<算了....我本来就是那么坏那么绝情...
而前几天....我去看他[B]的fb时...看到他变成单身了...还拿刀片自残...
我心里有一种感觉...不懂要怎样形容...他...曾经可以为了干妹不爱我...现在却可以为了女友自残...不懂事情来历的人是看不懂我写什么的...不过好像最后有和好...或许他懂得要怎样爱了吧...
我偶尔会去看A&B的fb~再怎么说...他们也曾是我生命中很重要的过客...
有时很难受...会流泪...不懂为什么...
过去的...我不想再留恋...
我只想现在跟我的dear好好的...
不想再有什么伤痕了...
不想再掉进像地狱般的日子....
范范和黑人在一起十年了...
没有分开反而步入了礼堂~
或许他们都找到了上帝为他们预备的另一半...
我们也可以这样吗...
分开真的很伤人...
我们也可以就这样跑多十年...
然后携手过一生吗...
真的很希望结局是这样...
We share our stories together~
We cry and laugh together~
You say I am so cute~
I say you are so nice~
Actually I am not cute~
But for you~I willing to become yours cute girl~
I hate to cry in front of people include my family~
But when I m so sad~
I cry on your shoulder~
I cant find happiness from my family and my life~
But you give me my smile~
I felt very thankful for your appearance~
You are my angel~given by Lord~
Lord hear my crying~know my sadness~
So he let you come into my life~
Be my angel~
I know nobody is perfect~you too~and me also~
But when we walk together~
We become perfect~
Just because you are beside me and I am beside you~
I hope we can walk until the bell rings~
I hope there will have a rainbow after every quarrel~
I hope when we become old~we can think back our sweet memories together~
Just want to say that~I really need you~
I got my dream~I am so happy that you support me~
My dream is completed with the present of you~
Please~Don't let me alone~Don't let me cry in the corner alone again...
I believe~got one day~I will say I DO to you~
Just because that people is you~
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